I would like the world to know that I suffer from depression. I don't want your sympathy, just your understanding and caring in this matter. To express how I feel, I suggest you watch this video:
All but the final 30 seconds of the video apply to me. I could not and would not ever harm myself, just isn't who I am.
Please take the time to think about this subject and how it could apply to you and your life.
Thank you and have a great day!